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Monday, March 8th, 2004

Time:1:28 am.
Mood: thoughtful.
"Somehow, the conversation mentioned your name. And someone asked if I knew you. Looking away I thought of all the times we had together; sharing laughter, tears, jokes and tons more. And then, without explanation you were gone. I looked to where they were waiting for an answer, and then said softly, 'Once...I thought I did.'"

-- Anonymous
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Saturday, February 7th, 2004

Time:3:43 am.
Goodbye! We give up! You win. We've left you a huge fuck off horse...as per usual.
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Saturday, January 17th, 2004

Time:12:13 pm.
How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back? There are some things time cannot mend. Some hurts that go too deep... and take hold.
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Friday, December 19th, 2003

Time:7:10 pm.
Mood: calm.
Buffy: "Angel."
Angel: "I bet half the kids down there are already awake. Lying in their beds... sneaking downstairs... waiting for day."
Buffy:"Angel, please. I need for you to get inside. Th-there's only a few minutes left."
Angel: "I know. I can smell the sunrise long before it comes."
Buffy:"I don't have time to explain this. You just have to trust me. That thing that was haunting you..."
Angel: "It wasn't haunting me. It was showing me."
Buffy:"Showing you?"
Angel: "What I am."
Buffy: "Were."
Angel: "And ever shall be. I wanted to know why I was back. Now I do."
Buffy: "You don't know. Some great evil takes credit for bringing you back and you buy it? You just give up?"
Angel: "I can't do it again, Buffy. I can't become a killer."
Buffy: "Then fight it."
Angel: "It's too hard."
Buffy: "Angel, please, you have to get inside."
Angel: "It told me to kill you. You were in the dream. You know. It told me to lose my soul in you and become a monster again."
Buffy: "I know what it told you. What does it matter?"
Angel: "Because I wanted to! Because I want you so badly! I want to take comfort in you, and I know it'll cost me my soul, and a part of me doesn't care. Look, I'm weak. I've never been anything else. It's not the demon in me that needs killing, Buffy. It's the man."
Buffy: "You're weak. Everybody is. Everybody fails. Maybe this evil did bring you back, but if it did, it's because it needs you. And that means that you can hurt it. Angel, you have the power to do real good, to make amends. But if you die now, then all that you ever were was a monster. Angel, please, the sun is coming up!"
Angel: "Just go."
Buffy: "I won't!"
Angel: "What, do you think this is simple? You think there's an easy answer? You can never understand what I've done! Now go!"
Buffy: "You are not staying here. I won't let you!"
Angel: "I said LEAVE! Oh, my God..."
Buffy: "No! No!"
Angel: "Am I a thing worth saving, huh? Am I a righteous man? The world wants me gone!"
Buffy: "What about me? I love you so much... And I tried to make you go away... I killed you and it didn't help. And I hate it! I hate that it's so hard... and that you can hurt me so much. I know everything that you did, because you did it to me. Oh, God! I wish that I wished you dead. I don't. I can't."
Angel: "Buffy, please. Just this once... let me be strong."
Buffy: "Strong is fighting! It's hard, and it's painful, and it's every day. It's what we have to do. And we can do it together. But if you're too much of a coward for that, then burn. If I can't convince you that you belong in this world, then I don't know what can. But do not expect me to watch. And don't expect me to mourn for you, because..."
-Buffy The Vampire Slayer, Amends
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Wednesday, October 29th, 2003

Time:3:27 pm.
There comes a time in your life when everything falls apart and you need someone to put it back together again, because you can't do it yourself. To be put back together is to find peace of mind with your heart again. Once that is done, you are functioning as a whole again. Don't ever let go of the person that put you together, they are more important than you know.--anonymous
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Thursday, October 16th, 2003

Time:2:12 am.
I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting that some things weren't meant to be - anon
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Thursday, October 2nd, 2003

Time:1:51 pm.
Mood: thankful.
This journal is closed. I'm not deleting this journal, nor am I giving it away it contains a lot of wonderful memories. Its been a wonderful three years but yuna is no longer who I am. My journal has moved to kenobi, my icon journal will always be utenacalyx. Thank you guys for the wonderful times.

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